I'm watching them and I see them shining in their own light, as gods walking on this earth,so bright in spirit and body.
I see the dazzling brilliance of the hair and the full trasparence of their eyes.
Will I ever get that brilliant touch?
I'm terribly dark...
My eyes are so black to seem endless,and my hair certainly don't shine with sun.
Is it a punishment for something I've done or just a sign to make me not mingle with them?
Aioros doen't seem to see the difference between us, and, sorry, but what I want for most is to drown in Aioros eyes.don't mind the others.
Could I have an other way to fill entirely someone's head as Aioros does with mine?
I feel his pureness and I'm overcome.
If someone is gonna touching him my breath stops,and the air in my chest burns feeding the fire of jealousy.
Is it so wicked my desire to be a part of somebody till becoming a whole?
Aioros...
For long time I tried to choke this feeling but you made it explode with your rash behaviour.
And now I'm here, divided between respecting you or stop resisting.
Don't you see it?
still waiting for an answer.
Oh,if i should stop everything as it is! With the sparkling sun and the grass caressing your naked skin with the early summer's wind.
Is that really impossible to keep living in a dream ?
Is so necessary choose,and change path?
For the near future,I' m scared to get in my hands the weight of a possible wrong choice.